Dekalb Days NIU

Now I must say I love DeKalb but early on got along with co-workers and their families mainly now if I'd known my high school day's would follow me I'd stayed in Crete. I always had a problem about going to a state school because you always find and see people you already know, but this new breed I saw while I was working there was crazy. Now while working for NIU I socialized with the few people from Crete that I could to stay in contact. Now this new breed brought into my life from hell from my younger years; when I started getting my grown and sexy on. Now I did happen to meet some hard working students and got to meet even more to mentor and help find their way. Now I must say their was a ring leader D and it was my sisters and a best friend that shined some light on how DeKalb really operated. They let me know how the mighty 3 who will remain nameless because they are younger and my bi-polor meds are working better then Midol. Now these three one of which I was said to be dating but not really; they only really dated me for money and beer I bought while sleeping with their boyfriend or to my knowledge(X). Now when I say my sisters it was two of my best younger male friends who only dressed in drag sometimes but always embraced them to do it fulltime (whatever makes them proud and happy) that's why they informed me on all the dirt those 3 boys were spreading and doing to me and my families character. Now the sad thing is I don't know who would even think of talking to me, now separate totally different story but with the ringleader involved you know all the lemmings jump. I use to strive for some sort of acceptance from that crowd when I had a family that I loved as friends and low and behold the ringleader stepped in as soon as they could. Now I did keep in contact with one of the 3 when I moved to Chicago, but blew them off because the only times they called where to use my DeKalb then Chicago address for a credit card or phone scam. I only feared that the ringleader would wrong my older friends that I knew, but from what I saw that young man graduated which is why I will respectfully decline to comment about, but they did and that's better then the many who fled or dropped out. Now my mistake was trusting a high school friend who only fished for gossip to bring me down and make them look superior. I knew that because during a high school gathering he and others I thought were my friends enter NIU guy # 2 hooked up with my x who spread the word I gave him an STD in high school which wasn't true I told my mom and then confronted my then B boyfriend and told him. My mom told me that she talked to his mother and she knows how high school drama goes being a teacher. I got right and eventually dumped them before going off to Columbia:Chicago.Did you know: Now you can by Crabs online through a website to dump on people that you have a grudge against. Now I'm not saying that's what happened but we couldn't have a blood drive at our high school at that time. Now rumors spread like California fires and all I'm going to say is The eyes are not blind to the forgiven but lost in the shadows of my high rode and class. The power of 3 individuals kept me from going back to and leaving DeKalb. They stripped me of my pride, face, and friends when all I did was allow them and their friends and loved ones into my house just so they could prosper off the truth that they fabricated and on the rode to the white house. I may have to sue to get the point across that my name will come with pride, respect and dignity or it better not be spoken at all. Now I'm sick of underage haters who leach on to others just because they can shake a tale feather and make all the DL drop to their knees before they can even brush their teeth after and before the next one. Now there was a time where I would cry after I cursed someone out and say sorry right away, but to many crazy people step to me and wave a gun around as a threat I call the cops now. Now that I got that off my chest #DiaryOfAMadBlackMan lol goodnight and God(s)peed everyone.